Monday, March 2, 2009

Today.

Today it has been hard. Today I struggled with Life. Today I questioned. Today I wondered about the sovereignty of His hand in my life. Today I felt very alone. Today I wished. Today I felt alot of things. Today my heart wanted to know the truth. Today.....

today my God is a comsuming fire(Heb 12:29) even though at times I question the refining....

today my God is a the substance of things hoped for (Heb 11:1) even though my heart hasn't always sought Him....

today my God heals my heart (Ps 139) knowing the scars are a reminder of how merciful He is....

today my God is sitting upon the throne (Rev 7:10) and I seek Him there with the cries of my heart....

today my God is the reason of the hope within me (1Peter 3:15) knowing that without Him I could never go another day....

today my God is the strength of my heart (Ps 27:14,31:24) even though it is seemingly so easy to find satisfaction in my fleshly desires....

today my God is is working in me both to will and do His good pleasure (Phil 2:13) knowing that the 'song' of my life is being written by my Abba father....

today my God is the evidence of things not see. (Heb 11:2) feeling His presence when everything and everyone is so far away....

today my God hears me (Ps 21:2) cherishing the fact that my voice is what He desires to hear....

today my God is the fullness to my joy (ps 16:11) even though at times weeping endures for a night but knowing that with Him, joy WILL come in the morning....

today my God is the protection from the battle (Eph 6:) knowing that I fight but choosing to win, cause I can't afford to lose....

today my God is my reward (Gal 6:9) the only person that I want to hear say 'well done, good and faithful servant....'

today my God has called me His own (Is 43) cherishing that I am His daughter and knowing that nothing can seperate me from His love....

today my God is the grace sufficient for me (2 Cor 12:9, 9:8) that I may feel like a failure at times but realizing that nothing is impossible with my Saviour....

today my God is my way of escape (1Cor 10 :13) when all else fails and I can't go one, He is there.....

today my God is the song that I sing (Is 12:2) the foundation of my life...the music that resounds louder than any other tune, the one I listen for....

today my God is the standard for me (Acts 5:29) when I have tried my own way and the hurt overwhelms, He and His truth remains faithful....

today my God is holding my hand (Is 48:6) the footprints in the sand....

today my God is the strength in my life that is perfect (2Cor 12:9) when I have made mistakes and when I stumble, I rise again under the shadow of the Almighty....

today my God is the perfect peace that sustains me (Is 26:3-4) when I feel a storm raging in my heart and the tears flood, He lets me know that it will be okay....

today my God ths heritage I call my own that will last forever. (Is 54:17) I am forever and always a treasured child of the King, even when I feel exactly the opposite, I know He will always be my Jesus, my saviour, my daddy....

today my God is the finish line (Heb 12:1-2) I press on because of Him, I run this race of life for Him, and I do it because.... I love Him.